Update on Marriage..

We spoke on 18th June, yeah the Sunil guy.. n after that he has not come online.. i mailed him asking y he's not online.. n yes there's no reply.. its 30th june and it is as good as it is over.. tonite i will mail him.. will not tell dad about it.. he says ignore n dont want to.. i wanna finish it off.. ok thats it.. i was so desperate for a few days.. but now i am not.. some good things happened after that... so i'm much better now... ok.. this was jus the update.. im writing one more post.. tata :)

Marriage

I can make a movie out of things happening in my life.. a typical rondhu one at that.. but i am not exactly feeling that way.. though I am supposed to.. Maybe being thick skinned is not that bad after all..
wen ppl like me the jaathaka doesnt match.. n wen they dont the bloody jaathaka matches.. now i've got a new bakra.. it seems he's not interested in jathaka.. i really appreciate that.. n he says his parents also support his stand.. thats good :) .. i dont know whether i'll marry him or not but i appreciate his bold stand.. n the way he had written his first mail to me.. for the record.. his name is Sunil.. stays in arizona.. n dont know ne thing else apart from these.. there's one more guy to whom i may send the jathaka.. lets c wat happens.. my bday is on tuesday.. i think it will b my last b'day as a spinster..really dont kno wat diff its gonna make .. neways will update wt happened on the marriage front wen some thing really happens.. until then i'll keep dreaming .. :)